Haven't written anything in awhile but I just wanted to write something short, something meaningful for the time being.

To you,

It's been over a year since we've gone through this crazy roller coaster ride that is our relationship. I just want to say to you that my love for you has reached the point wherein I never thought I could love someone as much as this. Sometimes you may feel that I don't show it, but truly inside of me, I fall in love with you every single day, over and over again.

You have the craziest, funniest and cutest antics that make my day and make me smile from ear to ear. When you do your different voices and sounds, when you jump up and down in excitement for something, when you bite your lower lip when you're excited for something, these things make me so happy and so excited all the time.

When you whisper I love you to me when we're out in public, when you're not afraid to just give me random hugs and big tight squeezes and kisses all over, it makes me melt and makes me feel so in love.

When you text me in the morning, and in the evening imagining that we're beside each other, these are the moments when i feel that we're really together.

Sometimes you may not notice it, but when I kiss you or hug you, I smell your hair. I love the way you smell, it lingers with or without you. Sometimes I look to a certain direction just because I thought i caught a whiff of your hair.

I love everytime that we see each other it feels like we haven't seen each other in forever and we're super malambing and so in love all over again. I love how we talk in really malambing ways and different ways everytime we see each other, how you make lambing with all your different sounds and attitudes. When you're sometimes my cat, my dog, my monster, my everything.

I love how you've welcomed me into your family, how you make me comfortable even though you know I sometimes am not.

I love how we can just be random and talk about anything, or even be anything.

I may not be the perfect boyfriend, I may have my shortcomings, but the one thing I know that I don't fall short is in my love for you. That is one thing I am definitely sure of, I LOVE YOU, and that is never going to change..I love you millipad..I love you so...


Yours always,
D

For the longest time now, i've been itching to get a massage. My body has been in constant pain for some time now due to the fact that i've increased my level of physical activity in the recent months. Not having the chance to get a massage until this afternoon was taking a toll. Playing basketball last night was annoying. I couldn't get loose properly, my body felt like it was stuck. So my massage this afternoon was epic. It was a bitch cuz every part massaged hurt. Afterwards though, I felt fresh, in pain, but good. I slept for 2 straight hours afterwards then jogged and played ball again. I feel the difference. What a good way to start the week, that was one hell of a massage.

P.S.
Eating my bowl of cereal right here is the almost-perfect end to my night. I hate sounding cheesy but it's in these moments I see myself with you, eating, watching TV, in bed, lying down, whatever, together in our own cozy, undisturbed place. I love you! G'nyt!

Sitting through my pre-practicum class is making me dizzy and sleepy. As I say, nakakamatay si Macatangay. Haha. Though I know how important this class is for me. It is "preparing" me for the future, the corporate world. Sadly, whatever she is saying seems like second nature to me, maybe because i've already worked for a lot of people, or i know that I am already prepared for the working world. Like the Facebook test I took yesterday, it said that I am ready to live my life, to work. I am in a way, tired of studying already. I love being in school and seeing my friends, but I feel that it is holding me back. I know how much I can give to the world already and I know that I would be successful in whatever career path I choose.

Enough of that though.

Life has been good lately. Everything seems to be falling into place or is in the right place already. I have very little to complain about. I am grateful for whatever is given to me. I miss a lot of people though. I wanna do so many things, I wanna go to so many places. All I need is patience. I know that I will slowly and surely get to the places that I want visit. Oh Greece, England, Vietnam, Tibet, Brazil, Hawaii and of course go back to the States. OH and how can i forget! JAPAN.

On a side note: Miss You Like Crazy starring John Lloyd Cruz and Bea Alonzo is showing today! I am overly excited to watch. Watching tonight with my mom over at Podium. Woot! Being addicted to One More Chance so much, the excitement this movie gives me is through the roof! Haha! Weee, I'll prolly right about it when I get home. Maybe my first movie review! (Though I might be biased)

Cheers!

It's Christmas again! Woot! It's that time of the year wherein I'm unusually happy and at times even try to force people to feel the love and the season. I love how Christmas feels. I get giddy all of a sudden when Christmas rolls in. Maybe it's because of the parties that will be coming up. Maybe its all the food i have to eat. Maybe its the whole season. Whatever it is Christmas is MY season. This Christmas though, things are going to be different. Different in a good way. My cousins and relatives from the US are coming home for Christmas, that makes me epic-ly excited. I can't wait to catch up with them and celebrate the whole season with them. My nieces are the most adorable things on Earth, I can't wait. My cousin is also getting married a few days after the New Year. It's a first for the Garcia side of the family. It's kind of strange too because we're so used to just being single and just being us during Christmas as mag-"pinsan" then now he's getting married already. Makes me think of which of us brothers will get hitched first! Also for the fact that it's going to be one of those grand Christmas seasons for the family. A lot of things are coming up and this will be a Christmas to remember. And of course, it's going to be different this year because of you. I can't wait to spend the whole season with you. We're just starting teh month and already I can tell that it's going to be a good one. It's surreal where we are now. Sometimes I gotta hit myself in the head to make me realize how wonderful and great we are. We are like no other hun. This Christmas season will be unforgettable because of you. I'm sure of it. Big words? Yeah. Because it's you and me. Anythings possible :)


Random: I wish I can wear layers! JAACKEEEETS!! Nawwww!

I love you more today! Than yesterday!! But not as much, as tomorrow!

    I'm in the middle of class, Inventory Management, to be exact and I am seriously dying of boredom. So what better way to waste time than by writing senselessly. I haven't updated my blog in a while anyway. So here I go, trying to make time pass.

    Seriously, I dunno how people survive this class. Sir Gibbs is the most boring teacher i've had. He's nice and all but seriously, his classes are super boring. He talks in a certain way that doesn't involve any student in class. You just stare at him or at the screen and just nod your head. He doesn't check attendance which is a good thing because I could probably slip out of class without him noticing. Imagine, I already have a laptop to keep me amused and I'm still drifting to sleep from time to time. He's talking about Lean production, output equals demand or something like that, and I'm not picking up anything. It's just like my previous class with him. I just stare, read comics, check the net or whatever. Just yawned again, I have been yawning non-stop since awhile ago. Ugh and to think I got 2:20 more hours of this class today. How the hell am I going to survive. Oh lord help.

    On another note, i've been pretty busy lately. It's been a pretty interesting month for me to say the least. As much as I want to go board in RX more times a week, I just have a problem of scheduling and the like which makes it hard to go on weekdays. At least I get to go once a week which is totally enough for me for now. I also am joining My Masterpiece, teaching “Music Appreciation” to kids. Funny, me teaching kids. It's been cool so far, even though it'll take up a lot of my time. I'm very interested in pursuing this as something to take up time that I don't do anything. But a development in my radio career is currently brewing so everything IS going to change if it pushes through. I don't want to mention it yet because I might jinx it but just watch out.

    I miss my band. Yeah, I miss my band tremendously, I wish I could have the days wherein we'd just hang out and bum the whole day. We'd just go anywhere and do whatever. I miss 'em a lot since they're basically my bestfriends/barkada. Good thing Gerome is coming home this week. I finally have someone to go out with and bum around with again haha.

    My eyes are tearing up, I'm so sleepy. It's not that I lack any sleep, it's just this class. It's funny if you look at the classroom, almost everyone is either sleepy or looking at their laptops. He's talking about shoes and I don't care.
   
    Oh, just remembered. My family and I joined Family Feud last night. It'll air on November on GMA7. We lost the game badly. Yeah. FAIL. Didn't even get a single point because the other team managed to steal the category we failed to finish. Dang, at last I'm getting money from it and it was a pretty fun experience. The studio of GMA7, well the new one, is super nice. Better than the one I saw over at ABS-CBN a few years back.

    On a cooler note, there's a Deli in Kapitolyo. Wassup! I love how my village is turning into a food haven. It doesn't help the diet in any way but what the hell...it's FOOD. Charlies, Slice and Dice, Zulu, Uncle Moe's, Cafe Juanita and now Poca! Or Paco! The new deli in Kapitolyo, oh that rhymed! They sell authentic New York style bagels! I've yet to try it and probably will later so I'm quite excited for that. Mmm. Now I am hungry. Ate yesterday at Amalia's for my dad's birthday. It's becoming the birthday capital of the house. Not that I complain, the food was great. I ate peppercorn steak with bernaise sauce. Mmmm, my dad also ordered salpicao, bacalao, sopa de ajo, oysters, gambas, mushrooms, ox tail and of course, PAELLA. Ohmy, I didn't realize it was so much until I wrote it down. No wonder I was uberly full last night going home. I couldn't even stand up straight properly because of all that food. God, I couldn't even eat properly this morning because of all that food.

    Okay, I think I'm ending this since my brain is shutting down. Dammit. At least I got a good 30 minutes writing this. Woot! I think I'm spending some alone time with Mill tonight. That's keeping me up for today and of course basketball later and passing by My Masterpiece. Aww damn, suddenly mush. Wish that Mill was here now. I'd probably fall asleep though realizing if she was here. She does that to me, makes me calm and at peace. Relaxed. Nothing wrong with it, I just can't do it in class. Heehee. Anyway, I'm off! ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM

Quote of the day:
"inaantok ka ng bonggang bongga" -antonio ray

I'm really off today!

I'm super messed up!

I just don't wanna think already. ugh..

p.s.
i want comfort food.

Things have this amazing way of turning out.

Being patient definitely pays off.

Stuff falling into place is great, school, work, lovelife.

I hope this amazing streak continues.

God bless!

Very badvibes.

Ugh. Tired.

No gig.

Eh?

Sucky day.

Oh well. There's always that chubbybubs to smile about :).

Atleast.

Still

BV

Very Very BV :(

All I have to say that it is HAMazing.

Everyday it seems like there's something new, something more to you. Each day you make me realize that the decision I made to take that leap was not wrong. You make me realize that the rewards of the risk really outweigh everything. I thought that I did fall as hard as I could before. I thought it was the most I could let myself go for someone. I thought that feeling was the most I can feel for a person. You proved that all wrong. You made me realize that I can go beyond that. You've made me feel things i've never felt. I fall and fall time and time again. You make me happy beyond anything else. Our sweet nothings, as small as they are, beat even the biggest gestures.

I said before in a previous post, that somewhere down the road we will find each other. And now I guess we have right? But as the song says. We've only just begun, the best is yet to come. With us? The best is really yet to come. I don't even know if it will come because every moment tops the next. And I know, that this is just the beginning of something wonderful and truly awesome. It is because I believe in us together. I understand more than you think I do. You and me? Yeah. That's just it. It's you and me. And now that we're here, it's time to change the lyrics of the song: I'm never letting go because that's one way of saying that i'll always love you so.

It's because you are the exception to my rule. And I believe I am the exception in yours. We just fit with each other. Plain and simple we just both find something so unique with each other that non others do have. Cliché as it may sound it is true. And now, okay isn't really just enough. With you there is awesome, amazing and wonderful. That's the only thing i'll settle for. And with you? It's definitely, and never maybe, true.